I’m 39 today. I had a brief moment this evening of WTF am I doing? Can I really do all this again? By this, I don’t just mean IVF, I mean being a Mother to a tiny baby at nearly 40? It was a moment of self doubt, it passed quickly but I still had it.
Balancing work and home is the major concern. I need to succeed in work to give my family a good life but I also want to spend way more time at home. All small #1 son wants is my time, nothing else. Every working Mother’s dilemma.
Leaving work early tomorrow to take small #1 son to first violin lesson. So excited. Then off to London for 2 days for work. Balance, balance, balance.
tinyheartbeat 
isn’t life full of doubts as we go along? the making of us is how we deal with them surely. can’t wait to see you in ol london town – you will find a natural balance doll, I know you will x